Sometimes, things that you did can't be undone. You regretted, you repented hoping things won't happened as you think. If the things doesn't happen, its better to cease so that these problem won't have a chance to get into your emotion again. If things happened without expectation, responsibility is going to hunt us down. Some responsibilities aren't easy to bear for the young age. Stupidity shows the failure in us human being. Take a step back, look clearly at your future that you yet color. You can make it beautiful so that your life will be simply brilliance, peaceful and loving. This is the biggest different between a failed artist and The Da Vinci. Life ain't easy, i know i can't bear to do something wrong in my life. I'm so sick.

God, you know i love you. :(