what a week. :D

I am still alive! OLALA!! :D

I thought i would stop breathing anytime. ><><><.....BUT i love my life ♥

so far for my exam....ALL PASS!! hahaha..

anyway, just finished discussion with group mate and should get start with my EALD assignment.

argh...when is raya coming...so near yet so far....please...i need you..:(

But i dun think raya gonna be any better.. :(

Topic test after raya is like REAL EXAMINATION!

Really seriously honestly "nice"....thanks to Ausmat. LOL!

i'm tired la. Need some bloody rest and start working adi...

NO TIME NO TIME NO TIME AT ALL!!!!

I NEED HELP! PLEASE!

God : Think about me.

Alvis : I'm thinking about you. I need you. So much. :(

Thanks God for giving me much strength if not i really dunno how to handle till now. :)

muax! ♥ i ♥ GOD! :)

k la..i gtg adi. Chat other time. :)

GoODbYe~

I love my life ♥

I know you love my life also ♥

TEEHEE! :D

Guess is time to rest

Have been a tiring week.

Actually....

Not because of study. ><

Its because of late sleep.

Omgoodness, i am so tired and i got temporary memory lost syndrome. LOL!

Tonight i am going to sleep at 11:30pm.

Next week more assignment due! :D

I think i did fine for my past topic test so as assignment. :)

Hopefully everything is fine. hehe.

And i miss you, silvia. >w<

Ok, better off.

Night~

I love my life ♥

This week gone, next week coming ♥

WOOHOO!

I finished my 2 topic tests! :D

And 1 Assignment. :)

Coming monday,

there is maths topic test

and

EALD assignment due.

I gonna die!

How How How?

:(

My weekends rocks ♥

I love my life ♥

Life in this 3 days.

Feel like i am lacking of time.

I feel sick as well.

Ohmygosh,

I got chemistry topic test on wednesday,

I got physic topic test on thursday,

I got biology assignment due this thursday as well.

Obviously, non of it had been prepared well.

Hope i doesn't screw it.

Please hope everything gonna be fine. :)

Pray for me ya everyone.

I love you all. >///<

I love my life ♥

Saturday LOL?

Saturday is always the best day.

No school and no worries. :D

No time limiting and free from everything.

Wonder what shall i do..

I just remember,

I got a book to read.

Today target is to finish up this BOOK!

"Wide Sargasso Sea"



To be honest..

I HATE BOOKS ♥

Disappointed

I am sorry,

really sorry for everything,

sorry for not been caring,

sorry for been idiot,

I am not someone considerate enough,

i am never enough,

but you are the one who had been considerate,

if i were you,

i already hate him for life,

what an idiot he is for been like this,

i know,

i really do know,

therefore,

i am sorry.

I disappointed with my own act.

I never been so disappointed before.

I am stupid, idiot without a considerate heart.

I hate myself for been like that.

I am not a good guy,

please hate me ♥

I don't care anymore seriously

You promise not to ignore my ******* anymore,

you failed.

I failed too.

Promise myself not so care anymore.

Who is it? who cares. Nobody.

Thats the way i am.

Don't like just go away.

Thats all.

I Love my Day ♥

A dream or a reality?

What am i doing?

Reading a book,

A storybook to be precise,

- wide sargasso sea? =.="

I dislike it,

Just like always,

Feel like something is wrong,

Really wrong,

But i dunno what is it,

it feels like,

a riddle that cannot be solve,

a book full with mysterious word,

a room with just pictures,

thousand of them,

maybe millions,

But all the pictures with no me partake,

Its all seem familiar,

But still i can't remember,

i cried,

for no reason,

i laugh,

because i don't understand,

i wonder why,

- Lemon tree song's?

The end is here,

End?

I mean bedtime,

and i went to bed,

the dream repeated itself again.

Where cries, laughters repeat itself.

I want to shout,

but there is no echo,

no reflection of me.

Is dark as usual,

But i fear no more.

I learn from the past,

I just stay quiet,

And time just past.

Because

now i see,

the picture got one familiar face,

thats


YOU.

To : My beloved friend. :)