Happy Valentine Day

Good morning everyone, today is gonna be a one draggy post because this post should be dedicated to my girlfriend, Sharon. My girlfriend, She is someone that love to read love letters. So bear with me. And first warning is its gonna be a bit cheesy. HAHA! Why am i writting this? Because at this moment, I am not free all these time and she have been sayang-ing me. Although is not a very good ChineseNew Year for me, but having her beside me is great. I am afraid that i cannot online and chat much with her somehow will make her feel disappointed in me for not doing anything or the worse part is me for not been by her side now. Somemore now my phone is basically used for GPS. That's why my phone is always out of my side. And unfortunately she is in Kuantan and Her line is not good enough to online. I am out of credit and I can barely online now. I had to say that i am having holiday now and having vacation with my family. I really do hope i could be by her side by now. We havent see each other for a month and several fight goes on just because we love each other too much and the wish cannot come true so we fought. Not only that, we fought also because we both wish to chat with each other but we didnt manage to get the time. So here I am. Hahaha. Writing here for a big long letter!! Hope she will love it. I think she will be scolding me by now. Is okay, I am use to it. I really miss her nagging and irritating face eventhough i can imagine her having that face when we fight each time. BUT doesnt mean i won't complaint about your complaint, temper and attitude!! :P The last time we fight won't be the last and we will always continue to fight until the end of our journey. I have been ridiculous when i think i could prevent a fight with a her however it seems like i make things worst. KUDOS myself for that. haha. I always wanted a peace of mind and my life had always been like that but from now on....i think i had to accept that i should wake up from the dream. Because there is someone else inside my dream and trying to fit two world into one. Therefore is impossible to not shatter here and there. Although you did make me unhappy sometimes but screw that, we will get angry with our parent sometimes too. So what, we fight we get over it and we fight again and again. Nothing is wrong with that. Doesn't seems like me don't wanna see my parent after that. I just got this theory. So from now on i am accepting any fighting invitation from her and of course i will always end up losing and love her more and more. From what we had been through this 8 months, I realize loving is not about whether he/she is your type or not. Is about whether you two can be together and love more towards each other after you had unlimited fight. Love is not simple i could said. Really take up lots of time, courage and patient. I salute to my PARENT for the unlimited love they gave me along the way! Hope i am not too old to realize that! haha. Okay, sorry for jumping off topic. But i am here to sincerely apologize to her for what i did last year until now. SORRY BABY GIRL! :) Loving you is one of the best choice i made and i would never regret it. I think i had prevent you from questioning me for my love towards you because i thought you should know and u shouldn't ask. But i am wrong. I think it is necessary for you to ask me constantly and i am willing to tell you all the time that i really really love you. REALLY! HAPPY VALENTINE DAY BABY. :) This is our first valentine together and i am so sorry that i couldn't be by your side now. I will be there in few days time!! :) Finally the time have come again for me to be by your side. Thank you for your love and patient for waiting for me all these time. I really appreciated.