Let it go is it the only way?Sometimes the truth is like a joke. We don't like it. But somehow we need to do it. I don't think i can continue like this for the entire 4 years.

Argh. Just fuck it.

The girl that deserve a sincere kiss and a true love which is hard to find in this dark age.

Dear vis.

When you started to trust and somehow fear of getting hurt in the end appears. Thats why i never wanted to trust anymore. I can torture myself with emotion but not by getting hurt. I am born to myself not for other to play on like a toy of theirs. Friends maybe nice but as we all know there are exceptional. I can't say i am good but surely you will not be better.At the upper east side, we all know trust is pain. I just had enough of it.

A sudden drop in hormones. Fail in love. Immediate mood swing. Dark sky that looks like going to rain. Having a song which actually not that emotional but it just sounds so annoying that it undertake my emotion and screw it into pieces.The laughter.

Topic : Randomness. Ignore me.

The happiest moment of life isn't only by doing something you love but looking at someone that you love smiled. The smile that you obsessed to get just because you know besides that nothing matters.

Love can be simple.

I ain't wanna be so pessimistic toward relationship but somehow it comes so naturally. I hate every single bit of it and precious every single sense i feel. At this juncture, i just need time of my own and why am i doing such gathering which actually affect my feeling so undesirably.
Its a shinny day, and why am i feeling as if it is a rainy day?? I wonder.

Love will never be as important when it comes to pleasure. Gala has end yet i am still dreaming of one. Playing hard is the way i am enjoying myself with no girls in my life. No one will ever imagine the most childish side of mine. Because it is pretty obvious to see. JOKE! Joke is a kind of tool used to hide yourself. As in a way to not letting anyone know whats going on with you. Somehow its the best place to hide your depression.Serious is something for me when i apprehend the asperity needed to handle some specific situation.

Pureness is infinite.

I never put myself in priority compare to my mates and the one i love. Trying hard to put myself as the main is what i am aiming now. I hope i get to see how will the movie goes on. Its really fun having all the games and interesting events in my University with my partner yet i think i had enough. Its time for me to get on to the grid and run my journey. I ain't wanna stop my career and dreams at the end of the semester which is conspicuous to keep me in place and have an honorable stay with the one that i cherish. Paramour is precious. Somehow i'm passion for diversion of my own..Arrange of time is important to keep both pleasures and books in place.
Bisou bisou, vis.

Racism.

Can you see how cruel this world suppose to be? They want male population to exceed female population. Even a simple picture prove this fact. In theory this is called OMISSION. In simple word is known as rejection. Pityful fact.

Dear Paris.

5am

Now is like 5am in the morning and i am still awake for nothing good but sitting in the living room thinking what should i do during this time. Maybe i just share some stuff here with all of you? Today is kinda an amazing day. I found a different she than what i have once thought that she could be as common as a bitch. Its something good of course. Following up is that why one of my housemate can be such a jerk. He dare to write "God damn it" to scold someone. Somehow he just show how immorality he is. I'll mop the floor if he is so unhappy with it. Sorry for the rudeness. Next i have some doctors with me in my room lying down in my bed accompanying me watching horror movie during which it suppose to be a lonely Saturday night. Owh, they fall asleep and actually i was asleep but not for now. One of them went back and i felt bad because i should have accompany her back to her place. Pretty bad for a guy indeed. I like her pretty much. :) This is for you guys.
Dear vis.

Nothing comes good when its quick. Because we tend to make mistake.

Human are just human. Genius need to die still.

Dear vis.

Do not believe in girls doesn't mean I won't get into a relationship and won't have a crush. I am human still. If i am given a chance to throw away love, i won't do it. Because I need it to love God. He know i love Him. :)

Precious and the one that love me from the beginning till the very end. Beside you there is no one else to love. XXX.

Love is important as in to the one that deserve it but not for the one that will play with it. Fake kisses are poisonous yet seducing. A fake cry is as irritating as a fake smile. I can deny no more, HATE girls. Thats the fact.

Can you please try understanding the lyrics?

An early morning with my eye open. Waking up with no thought but wonders. With the fragrance of love but not smoke. Living up in the 18 floors allows me to see half of the city with no doubt. Fairytale will never ever be one part of my life anymore. For goodness sake, i won't spoil my University life but enjoying it to the max. Of course study hard is part of the life as much as i adore anatomy now. The book is thick but the sensation within is divine. I think i will just dress myself up and start looking at the book of art with a cup of Starbucks but definitely without girls.Life is beautiful when you build your world up on your own. Its pretty if you build it together with someone you love. Somehow it will never be a choice because as we all know, those who build your world up with you will definitely be the one that destroy it at the very last moment.

Dear boys.

From the very beginning, we all been taught to look at Chanel. Somehow, those who own one is not those who stare at it but those who go for it. Went through all the sacrifices to get their very own unique piece. Great money come from suffers, not from gamble nor jackpot. As we all know luck will not always be there for us.Confident is infinite for the best. We don't blame but adore.

Disaster are unbeatable tragedy. No one love it and no one would wanna remember about it. As we all know Japan is under a tremendous strike by an epic earthquake and the tsunami. I can't say much but pray. And we wanna let you know, no matter what happen..Japan we heart you forever.

I find it torturing to attend a class studying bacteria. Anatomy is still my favourite yet the hardest. The new term of medical terminology is totally killing to digest all in one. Time management is what we need and also practice. My subclavius artery is going to burst any moment. Therefore i need to take good car3 of myself. Love yourself will always be true but loving others is juz a word used to approach and self-satisfaction. I love my life for been true.

To class 2.07.06, you are boring but i love blogging. XXX.

Special morning without any meaningful things to remember and got no precious people to miss. I love my life as if because i am still alive and i been loved. I get delirious because i ain't know what is gonna be close at hand and i don't want to bypass any delight. Momentarily, study has partake itself into my life. Although I don't know how to study efficiently as you can see but anatomy is just my cup of tea. I adore it but all the new medical term used is just so hard to remember. At this juncture, I couldn't agree less to say that i am old enough to die. Joke! No one is old. We are forever young within the heart of God. So what shall we do if we just can't get to understand the upper line of anatomy? Cross the very line that could make you see the Paris in your heart and fall in love. ♥

Paris.

Its funny, but thats the truth beneath every lies. Bisou bisou.

♥♥

To my Group 5 family. ♥

Questionaire :

So what do you think, guys? Friends? Reader? Group 5? Which category you guys are in now? ♥

Sorry for been away, readers. But I am back! I mean for real. From now onward, my life would be blogging, social and studies. I ain't nerd. I'm something way better! Been really busy with my group mate. I love them. Just done supper with them. And it is fun. At this specific juncture, I am putting myself within the sensation of Dior. Flying within the air with no worries and the cloud just fairly kiss my cheek. Love love. Okay, daydreaming is my common syndrome. Bare it or leave it. Lets come back to the topic shall we. I LOVE GROUP 5!! I could say I'm not that good in dancing, its my very first time. No excuse, but sincerely apologize to my group mate and senior. Forgive me. Thanks to all of you forgiving me this chance and having that passion to teach us. BUT they indeed took my first time! Finally I am starting to get along with my life, standing in front of the crowd dancing for the group. I AM PROUD OF MYSELF EVEN THOUGH I AM THE WORST DANCER EVA!Trophy is not what we aim for, but trust, love and caring. PS: Group 5 ain't a group, we are a family. In the group what we feel is home, so we are family. So group 5!! ARE WE HOT???!! YEAH!!!

To Be Continue.