I felt compunctious that i lied to you. I know you are sick. I really worried and I don't know how to ask. I lied to you that I have had a bad feeling although i know you are sick from your friend. I sincerely apologize for what i had done. I hate lies the most and i still make this kind of unforgivable mistake.
I felt fearful that if you know I know something without you telling or allowing me to will get you feel annoyed.
To Paris; A mistake, me and you.