Tomorrow i had my First Aids Examination. What the hell right? like the second week of class and we had exam already. Life is so miserable but they did state that we can fail it because it doesn't matter anyway. HA! Not a joke if you think i am. But i still hope i can get a pass. Got to go now. Study until 12 and chop. Bed.

Goodnight readers.

Start My Uni

Tomorrow will be the first day of my class. Been pretty nervous. Had yet fully prepare for it but i know i can do it. Confident is what i am made of. Specialize is what i aim for. Never stop until it ends. I'll show the world that i can be the best of the best. Life isn't hard to cope with, its just having some storm that you know its going to end someday. As long as i am still alive, we will see the changes in the end. Bless my studies. Preserve my heart. I believe in love because of you. And what i got is only you and you know it.From my deep deep heart, you know i love you.
Dear Lord.

Drinking a glass of wine to cheer for the last second of the week. Fiesta has finally come to an end. New journey begin with new education tightly bonded within the brain. Building up of tissue for making me complete. With all the proficiency, thats what Chanel is made of. We inspire and loved by others and we are proud to show that what we made of. No one can complain because they are mature enough to realize that they will always remain under the lower class societies. Though both classes share the same planet they live in different world. The wealthy can afford the best of everything while the poor or working class struggle to keep a roof overhead and food on the table.
Chanel we made can never ever be bridged with others. Do don't share, we sell.
To 21st century D.C.

I'm learning to be better all the time. Way better that I could fall in love with myself so badly.
De Amore.

She is Ms Gorgeous. You ladies are way out of the range. She is forever and always. You are temporary. HA!
vis.

A Lesson.

Today was pretty awesome. I couldn't agree less. Lesson learned throughout the game. The best part of the game i think is the time we all get blind folded. Its scary because i hate darkness just like a little girl does. I'll remember that for my entire life. The time when i thought one of my group mate been hit. I felt sore within. I really don't know if anyone been hit. But I love my team. It makes me realise the important as a team and the willingness to sacrificed for your teammate. We need to have teamwork. Trust. And no more solo. We are in the team. We work, die, fight and willing to give up everything for our team.

We are in the mess together, remember nothing is permanent. We shall look forward and move on. Together, Learning For Health.
Credit to IMU senior.

3rd New Year Resolution

Study Like Crazy and Play With Madness. my 2011. ♥
To Doctors.

I'm starting to get addicted by my seniors. They are crazy and they are making this my routine. Supper starting in midnight. Wake up early for class. Opps. Sorry, I overslept this morning and i skipped a talk about loan stuff. Whatever. Lets continue our topic shall we? We play hard while we can then we study hard for our goal. Books and library are after orientation. Website and research is for your own interest. We study is not because we need to, its because we are enjoying the sensation of the knowledge. The gain in it could help you to get a better life. I ain't talking about marriage nor relationship and also money. If i say i will never get into those stuff, you should know its a joke. Because its something that won't happen. I am happy in making new friends and I am proud to be in Group 5 and I adore IMU although it is a place without food!Thank you seniors!♥
IMU vis.

I would no more.♥
vis.

Now I am starting to enjoy the life in my University. The surrounding is influencing me a lot. I kinda love it. Share more with you guys soon. Have a pleasant day. Goodnite. :)
I was wrong about something in health care. The pictures tells you what it is. I admitted and now i love been in it. I never regrets. But still. I hate girls. Pretty much unchange. HA!

Love vis.

Okay, i'll try making it short this time. My course is starting pretty soon and now is my orientation week. I am enjoying it pretty much with my senior. We practice dancing for performance, having dinner together, throwing water on each others, we play like crazy, shout like we saw a ghost. Its fun. It really do. But i had bare in mind that i am like no others. In this university, everyone of us is the same. The course we taking may not be our dream but we just wanna be the best since we entering it. Although been a Chiropractor which is a real doctor isn't my dream but once i enter this course i am preparing to be the best. The very best. No one can stop me. No matter how my life gonna be, i gonna screw it so badly that i get the fucking First Class Honor out of my University. I can throw away everything for that and i know i am weak so i won't let any relationship get involve into my life now. Settle my feeling pretty well to not influence my studies.

For the best. We cheers.
Future Pharmacies, Doctors, Doctors of Chiropractors, Dental and Chinese Medicine. We serve the patient with honor and passion.

Student.

Tomorrow is a the day. Do anyone know that? I don't know what is my feeling. But have faith. I love the life as a student not a reader. :)

Dear Lord. :)

Present

Time is perishing. Few more days to go until my orientation. I am fully filled with fright and there is nothing I can do about it. No matter how much I tell, the pressure will never be gone. No one will know the amount of pressure lye within. My heart ache as much as a freshly cut wound. My tears just keep holding there for the purpose of been a boy. I do appreciate my friends for been caring. But the one I love will never do the same. I don't mind here declaring my parsimonious attitude. I cannot agree less. For this very moment, I can't see my forthcoming . But I do hope someone will be there for me when I need them. Telling me that I am at least important to them. I don't mind if it is fake at least don't let me know. I meant it.
I can trust no one. But I am trying hard for a reason. For that single reason I am doing so.
I'm just there to convince myself.

Dream may never come true. But it gives us hope. Life may not be perfect but we need to make them beautiful. Love may not be true, yet human still seeking. Somehow, I think we are living within a joke. <3

Is love fake? Can anyone show me?

I'm trying to trust. But there is no one.
Bear.

A friend of mine. She is funny.

Samantha Ong!! I don't know why today i will go and click you. But you really someone fun to chat with. U make my day. Deal that i will remember your name starting from today. And your name is now posted in my blog! hahaha! This is a deal that i make to you, keeping your name stuck in my tiny lil brain.

Now i won't forget your full name. Samantha Ong *** ***, Mrs Lonely. :P

Flower never fit into my life for a valentine. I'll never bring one for a girl. I can do it everyday if i want to but not for one day in the entire year. Romantic is not by word but action. Not by a bouquet of rose but daily routine. Because I know love is pretty for you. And you will always be the most important part within my completed schedule.
Happy Valentine Day to you. And you know I love you.

真愛

如果她現在打一通電話給我，我還是會放下一切奔跑到她的身邊。

Alvis.

Again. Random me. Haha.

Writing a chinese post, kissing a girl, looking at a picture for hours, thinking about her, wishing that an operation for a random person is successful, smile, drink, cry. etc. Doing what you feel is what matters to me. The result isn't something as important as we can see. Whats treasure me is the moment and the second i spend along the process. And I love a present because it is from you but not because you bought it from Chanel.

Word full, without picture. I'm random but you know I am the one you love.

我能原諒，不代表我能忘記那種痛。你懂嗎？

你痛過了嗎？

Alvis.

For everlasting love. Always.

單純的愛

我才發現，我愛了。真正的愛就是無論你有沒有得到她的人。只要你真的愛了。用了你的真心。一切都是值得的。因爲我知道她一定會感受到你的付出 。也發現，你愛的不是她的人而是她天真善良無邪的心。其他的，一點也不重要。相信我，你不會後悔。我也不會。你不是笨，更不是傻，你只是一個單純得讓人羡慕的動物。

我所渴望的愛情就是付出而不求回報。也只有那一個特別的妳，能讓我有如此的舉動。我傻了嗎？錯，我是愛了。

愛情是撒旦送來的禮物，拆開之後你的人生就陷入萬劫不復。
愛情是毒藥穿的糖衣，甜美的包裝下是致命的危機。
愛情是殘酷的遊戲，當你好不容易鼓起勇氣付出真心的時候，再一次你陷入失望的絕境。
真心是笑話，勇氣是廢話，堅持是鬼話，忠貞是夢話，幸福是屁話。

《夏和傑 上》

我不能否認這些狠心麻辣的詞都在我心裏立下一定的地位。也重來沒要它們消失的餘地。不是我強調，而是現實的殘酷。我曾經依舊騗我自己，這些都不是事實。勇於嘗試愛情，因爲會有不一樣的結果。我想證明我的錯誤。可是我錯了。一直都陷入一個大錯特錯的夢裏。你真的懂愛情嗎？一位……這一輩子傷了我最深的女生居然告訴我她不懂得什麽愛情。在這世界上居然有如此可笑的對白。付出的真心，往往被她當小丑戲弄。原來女生在不懂愛情的情況下也可以和你交往。一面好可笑，另一面我覺得好可悲。我真是個愛情傻子。我應該是她人生中的悠閒笑話吧。我在這裡只能說懂得愛情的人，才能確認自己是否真的愛一個人。不然一切的一切都是謊言的結構。唯獨自我纔是愛情的勝利者。

情人節快到了。你真的愛她嗎？答案只有你懂。

愛情，對任何人而言都是一場賭注。好的話 就是一種祝福，失敗了就是你命不好。愛情，我不了解所謂的定義。是以外貌，智慧，地位，錢財取勝。還是以性格，内在 而去愛。女生對其他人的觀看什麽，我不批評。也沒所謂的資格。我毫無保留的 也不隱瞞的說我對女生有所反感。可能是 現在女生太現實吧…… 好像都把 “金錢” “智慧” “外貌” “地位” 順次序排列。 你可以說沒有。你的心底 只有你懂。我也聼了很多如此的詞。搞得男生小路亂撞。我怒恨。我沒有不接受這個事實 而就凴聼都厭倦了 看到的就免說了。男生不要笑，我沒說你 但是你也不例外。我沒說我會好到哪裏，也沒應用以上的條文顯示我的完美。事先説明 沒有人是完美。也不可能會有完美的人。完美的人？完美的結局？幸福快樂的日子？這些童話一般的詞 我說不出 也不會說。愛情太虛偽，太膚淺。你了解多少？

我並沒什麽好。我也只是個男生。沒有什麽好好奇的，只是爛人一個。

亂説一番，對不起如果造成你的不愉快。

Helpless when your love one is in trouble is what build up the true feeling within me. The pain and the worries. You won't apprehend until you experienced one. The very one that would make you do anything to get there just to see if everything is fine.
Wish you recover soon.
To : my somebody.

MY FB : Do you ever miss someone so badly? For me? Ans: Yes i do. I DO!!! ♥

Me to Yuen May : I know you going to love my status.

Yuen May : Haha. :) yep. I miss that Bastard.

Me : I miss that girl. :) why why? Haha.

Yuen May : Cause he's a bastard. When i called him, he rejected my phone call. All the time.

Me : Because she is someone that hate guys. :)

You know i know.
We just miss someone we love. :)

I haven't wish her goodnight, although i did ask her not to eat. Weird me. Her phone is switched off and I still gonna wish her. Why? Because that is in my daily schedule. And somehow i think she knows. Lethargic is infecting me little by little from the bottom and i have no antibiotic to fight. Is time to turn myself in. Or maybe not. I have a burger to take before the bed. Goodnight reader.
Gosh, now everybody knows.
Love from me.

Day passes, I went up the mountain again. Having fun of course. The cloud kissed me entirely which brought me to the peak of euphoria. The weather ain't freezing with all the mist around. Pretty fine for a light walk but jogging will get you killed. Sleeping early and also taking care of myself is what I am doing these days. Enjoying myself, getting myself prepared for what is coming up next would be appropriate. God would guide me along the way. Cherish you.This year is getting marvelous.
Fairytale, can i believe in it? :)

Happy Chinese New Year to every readers, friends and also families. How are you all doing? Fine i suppose? Bloated? Haha. I ain't laughing. I felt happy looking at this word as its something that would makes me happy at any moment from the one i love. Today is a brand new start for the Chinese family, include me and me family. As a chinese myself, I'm enjoying this delight. Not because it is a tradition but the medium and sparklers. The illumination is what keep everyone awake and staring up in the air. Unlike the European, we are now diving deep into the gala but its the end for them. This is the very moment i love Asia more than any other places. Sabah is the prettiest place in Malaysia which i can guarantee that. It ain't Paris but New Zealand which I would like to share with my love one. Summer holiday ended and my favorite season is approaching. Love is en route.

Happy merry Chinese New Year. xx.