Suffering is just a word. The meaning is way deeper than that. Feeling is infinite. Bad memories and pain, consider as a free lesson. Actually i am kinda amazed by how i feel today. Not really as sad as i expected. So no worries. :) My sis said i am not phobia to girl because i'll still fall for them anyway. Make me laughed for that moment. Its kinda right though. So yea. Hahahahaha. Emotion is what person have. I have emotion because i care. Love is untouchable. I scare. Approaches toward the best life. :)



Toward the unstoppable;
To Paris, a city full with joy.

A mistake but i ♥ it.

Today is such a wonderful day. Friends are making a farewell party for me at T.G.I.F. Although is a mistake but i really appreciated. I love that shop. Not cheap but nice. Simple and plain. Today i am so lazy to post. Post again later today. Wanna sleep soon. Cop cop! :D

I wanna be happy;
To Paris, life without tears. ♥

It had been a really good time helping up for my friend this few days. Its a pleasure to help you. I never regret and you are a great friend. You know who you are. I'm tired but i like spending time with you all. Take care my friend. You know i love you. You know living with you make me so happy and in somewhere deep inside my heart i miss my family. I miss my home. I miss my mom and my dad. I miss their hugs. I miss the way they scold me. I miss the way they are watching tv. I miss the way my mom ask me to eat while i am struggling watching dramas. At the end i got scolded. Haha. I miss all those time. My family is always noisy and i just need to sit still and watch everyone. They make me smile. The love from within is so much that i can barely breath. I would rather suffocated for it because i just love it so much. :)



To all my friendsss : Thanks for the time been. Those who taking care of me. Those who concern about me. Those who listen to me. Those bring me to badminton. Those new friends that i just recently know. Those who hurts me and teach me a lesson. Those who went for movie and shopping with me before. Those who love me and those who hate me. Those who do nothing at all. Thanks a lot. For the time and patient toward me. I know i am not good enough in everything. I'm trying to be the best for you all. I hope i do treat u all well enough and i hopefully i didn't screw your life. Haha. :P Time past fast isn't it? So many things happened this year and now I'm leaving soon. May not coming back to this place anymore. Ausmat is short. Hope we can meet again and we can hang out together talking some craps. Like chicken and duck. CHICKEN! ;)

Quote by me : We can't stop time, we all need to move forward. Life is good with you. I miss and i treasure. Future is where we gonna meet again.

I really treasure you all.
To Paris; life full with friends and happiness.

Sometimes, when you like a her. You don't need to tell her. You don't need to be with her. You don't need to kiss her. You don't need to hugs her. You don't need to own her. Just be with her when she is upset. Be with her when she need someone. Try to talk nonsense and make her smile. She is happy then you are happy. If someone hurts her, you go and kill that person.


Treat her with love is the most important lesson you should learn;
To Paris. The city full with love.

Should or should not? Its a question that always appear on our brain. Why should we go through all this. Its so amazing how human can survive till now. Life is hectic and dramatic. Knowing how to control your life well is a big lesson. A glass of alcoholic drink, with my eyes close imagine what going on around me. Meaningless and death. Within the darkness, i can saw the smile, the laughter, sense the light wind hitting on my cheeks. The jokes and the rain. Soon i fall asleep and went into the opera dream. Epic is what i could describe.

I am so out of control;
To Paris. Life's good.

Waking up from a long sleep. Looking at the McD menu. Nah, not today. Looking at my bed. Looking at my study table. My college life ended without regrets.Where am i gonna be next year? God, only you know. Thinking of the books i read, its all in the trash. I don't need books but intelligence. There is a girl that I'm interested yet don't care anymore. I want a rest. Relationship is way out my list. Maybe a cup of whiskey, dancing with an unknown girl will do me a favor. Today decision been made, its time to let the past be the past. Having and taking is what we can do. Letting go is an important knowledge. The pain, the scars and the memories. Life is just getting better with new friends. ♥


Its time to move forward and never look back;
To Paris. The City that full with forgiveness.

The room is barely cold. Everyone is busy with their stuff. I'm wondering how thing works in my brain. Twist some enzyme into my brain so it works faster. Take some Domino pizza. Coke is simply too sweet for me. Looking at her with the stuff i gave her. My heart is beating slow. No more feeling of love but the feel of disgusted. I can say i don't miss her. All i left is bad memories. Which seriously irritated me. But with all the smile around my friends, really cheer me up.

Smile that works. Its all that matters.

Special thanks to Jo'anne who care about me today and all the good advise she gave. I treasure and loved you as my heart friend. And to Jaslene who listen to my story without giving me proper comment but asking me to go die. Still i like her. Drive slow and take good care of yourself. Don't sick anymore. :)

Pain is what i heard from the lyrics. It grows deeper as time past. Messing up my life is as easy as a single click. If the dark gloomy sky symbol a heart, the droplet of a single rain resemble the pain within. Once a girl tell me, love makes her stupid. Maybe i'm stupid enough to love her so much that the pain will stay there whenever i go. Fading off is just the matter of time yet the memories will never disappear. Love? Think about it. I don't need girls.


and i know, Prada love me. :3
To paris; City full with pain and bad romance.

Early morning, nothing better than just sitting down and blog with a cup of coffee. Coffee plus cream is disgusting. Nothing taste better than a bitter coffee. I don't like my coffee with extra flavor actually. Original is the best. Mcd breakfast is just so attracting. Too bad the coffee just normal but enough for me. Anyway, i can't deny that my morning have been excellent. My life now is enjoying. A cup of coffee, play some soft music, looking at the gloomy sky with all the memories in my blog. Just simply brilliance. Thats life.

There there. My McD coffee. ♥

To Paris; Life is joy.

A night to remember

Its a night that full with coldness. The silence between my friends. Having a cup of snowflakes. Few Taroballs just make my days. Sweet potato is so my type of sweetness. Nothing better then just looking at my cute little friend girl playing around with her friends. Sometimes, wrong attitude just screw the day. Please treat a girl with the right attitude, no matter how their personality is..they are still a girl. Love, treasure and treat them well. I love you, yuen may. ♥ PS: Treat her with the right food. She love McD's breakfast, filet o fish without tartar sauce. *winks*

Miss the way you smile. The way you talk to me. Hot and cold. Love is stupid yet exciting. Give me your hand. I will lead you into the way of unlimitation. A try may just get you addicted to me.

Today

Today is a good day. I manage to fix my computer without a single cent. >.<

Ohya. And Happy Birthday to both my sister. =)

Now is 4:19am. I know i know. I should be sleeping by now. But I have yet done my works. I need to settle everything before i go to bed. :3

I love you all. I don't feel like writing much now.

Goodnight everyone. Sweet dream.

I love you. Muax.

I love my life.

..........................................................................

Bye Et Avec Amour♥

Clubbing

Most of the people goes clubbing last night after graduation night end.

Its ladies night of course. :)

Hmmm. I really thinking of going. But someone something came up and i can't go.

What am i thinking? Experience.

What do i wanna get from that? Nothing.

Wanna know what i thinking of those who clubbing? COOL!

Why can't i just go? seriously. Not the first time ppl invite me for clubbing. Nothing bad actually gonna came up. But our parent will always come with "just in case". Alright. Just in case then. :)

Yesterday i am asking a girl about clubbing.
I'm actually quite expected her to go club too. So yea she did. :P

She said that i may not like clubbing. Because her first time she doesn't like it. xP
Second time for her is fun. Maybe i gonna have that fun too.:)

I miss you all, my friends.

Tata. Muax.

love love love.

^^

Money/fame/Love?

Money and Fame lead to fake love.


Love lead to money and fame too.


Fame is what most people want.


Money. Who doesn't? :)


You don't? Think twice.


Most common brand : Burberry, Louis Vuitton, Gucci, Mac, Prada, etc..


Computer : Asus, Toshiba, Macbook, etc.


Phone : Sony, Nokia, etc.


Ok, i am enough in giving example. Opps. =)


Thinking why my example getting lesser and lesser? because i am lazy. =.=


I won't tell you how rich i am. And i will always show that i am poor.


So guess am i poor or rich? I can give you a neither.


As love. Hmm. Wonder who can change my mind. :)


I don't trust ppl. I don't trust love. HUGS? Kiss? flirting? its a symbol trouble. Nope i don't. With money and fame, there is hardly a place to fit in "love".


Actually this post is inspired by my friends. He asked me. What is the purpose of two ppl liking each other to get together. It makes me think twice. Hmm. I like the question actually.


I answered : For me, i just want that person to be mine. Not others. Without getting into a relationship with her. She can go out with other guys. And i am so gonna jealous. :(


:3 thats me.


Ok. I am going to go prepare for graduation night adi. :)


I gonna take lots of photo and upload here and let you ppl see. Or maybe in my facebook. :)


TATA!


Enjoy your day and i will enjoy mine.


Love you all. muax muax♥


I am finally graduated! ♥

New DAY!

hehehe.. today is the morning..

which i wake up :

*without stress

*no more exam

*no more mess that had happen to me while i am here..

Life have not been good all the while due to stress and of course my stupid pimples make me worst. LOL!

I need some bedtime story

I need a hugs.

I need a talk.

I need God.

I need lunch. LOL??!

OHYA OHYA! I need someone that worth me trust "like shit" (its exceptional if you don't want it in your sentence.) hahahaha. :)

Love is pain, and lies make a girl bitch.

I don't know..but i don't like lies.

Thanks to all my friends in ausmat and also A levels. For all the concern and love. :)

They really help me a lots. I love you all. except 1 of them in ausmat. You know who u are, bitch.

I not dare to scold infront of you with that word because i respect you as a girl, not that because i forgive what you have done.

You are a serious bitch that i won't wanna see again. Your smile make me puke! pui*

Thanks God you bitch off at the right time~ hope you have a nice day serious bitch! XD

I know you won't read my blog. So i don't care. XD

ok la, i think thats all for now. Maybe will blog again later? :P

Life bad, but i love my life. ♥

buai buai~ muax ♥