Battle Royale (大逃殺)

I had been focusing on series all this while and i found out that i haven't been playing games. So i driven myself back to the so called guy's pathway. I play a Japanese Game that my cousin recommended me few years ago. Its amazing how it still function.

BATTLE ROYALE Ⅲ

ce 1947年、asiaの極東に位置する国で一つの法案が可決された、新世紀教育改革法、通称BR法

全国の中学三年生の中からクラスからランダムで選抜し、殺し合わせて残った一人だけが生き残れる殺人ゲームであった

様々な感情が渦巻く孤立した島で、今夜も殺し合いという名のゲームが開始される

Japanese Version:

http://cgi12.plala.or.jp/kerberos/index.cgi

Chinese Version (中文版 大逃殺) :

http://br.csie.org:8080/

Actually this game is directed from a movie called Battle Royale. is a 2000 Japanese film directed by Kinji Fukasaku based on the novel of the same name. It was written by Kenta Fukasaku, and stars Takeshi Kitano and Tatsuya Fujiwara (the main charactor in death note). I watched the first one but not the second one which is Battle Royale II: Requiem (バトル・ロワイアルＩＩ　【鎮魂歌】, Batoru rowaiaru tsū: "Rekuiemu"^?). Will find some time and watch with whoever with me at that specific moment.

To Paris; I ain't addicted to games. Waste of time.

What we always had in brain.

The worst nightmare has ended. Unfortunately, a new one is coming. When can i ease my mind?



We tweet : #nightmare.

Sometimes, things that you did can't be undone. You regretted, you repented hoping things won't happened as you think. If the things doesn't happen, its better to cease so that these problem won't have a chance to get into your emotion again. If things happened without expectation, responsibility is going to hunt us down. Some responsibilities aren't easy to bear for the young age. Stupidity shows the failure in us human being. Take a step back, look clearly at your future that you yet color. You can make it beautiful so that your life will be simply brilliance, peaceful and loving. This is the biggest different between a failed artist and The Da Vinci. Life ain't easy, i know i can't bear to do something wrong in my life. I'm so sick.

God, you know i love you. :(

Girls feel safe when someone can be there for them whenever they need help. That specific person should either have the personality for been trustworthy or doubtless toward their problems. Girls will find them secure and loved. Is it true that they need someone with real aid instead of simple supportive word which anyone on earth can give. My idea of helping and jokes didn't even seem working. What can a simple suggestion of text messages do or makes someone feels? To be precise, there is nothing at all. What every girls want is a guy like "When i die, he'll be there saving me.". Can you? For me? shrugs* From way back, I could definitely say yes. But at the moment this message came to me ... I found myself in a deserted island which I couldn't even run to the one i care giving protection and help when she need me the most. What am i suppose to say? I am just a dead duck. Haha. Its amusing how I could not even give a smile at this juncture.

A plain talk of love is both a stitch in the heart and malaise when you found that you can do nothing to show your devotion.
To Paris; Future? Blaaa.

Always there are things that I can't tell. Today I am glad that she find me when she has problem. And I really do hope I can be there. I could have. The second she said she wanted to call me, I am thinking of calling her at the very next step. I never let my friend to call me when they have trouble. Usually i am the one calling them to convince. Alright, I know I know. I need to admit that I am craving for her voice. Yet I didn't do so. There are two reasons that flash over my mind in second. Like every stories we read, we all know that people do love to leave a good impression for the one they love. I caught a flu last night and still yet recover. With this weird voice that I ain't want her to catch. Secondly, I am out of credit; I know this reason is absurd. Haha. Forgive me. My phone latest status : I left 132 free messages to send.

To Paris, there are things that we are trying hard to tell.
Secret Post.

I finally did it!

I made up my mind for the course and also the University. Beside that, i'm glad that i finally put down the past and talk with her. I sincerely apologize to the one i once loved that i treated extremely badly, i wrote you a message in facebook. You are right that i know i should not be the one apologizing. The healing process doesn't seems nice and it causes me enough harm to those i really love and those i care. I been given a lot of effort to do so. Due to the way i talked to you on phone before and the way i criticizing about you makes me feel guilty. My manner isn't well trained and i'm childish. I sincerely apologize. Yet, don't be surprise. Like i told my friend, i forgive for what you did to me but you were no longer qualify to reenter into my friend list. Sorry for that, i just can't accept you back into my life anymore. I don't mind you say that i am naive. But there are reasons for me to do so.

Thank you for the caring during the course. And i really appreciated.

The End.

To Paris; finally, the past belong to the past. I shall not hold on to it anymore.

This Tuesday.

Getting myself really into today, a simple tuesday with bed and pillows. Living within the tiny world of dream and love. The fragrance smell of orchid. Thinking of the day we walk and talk while we taking our time on the way to the cinema. Although the time is short but i definitely treasuring it a lot. I really do spend my time dwelling about. Listen to G.D and have a cup of fresh milk. I ain't care what is the latest fashion, sometimes we need to throw away the Vogue's magazine and put on something you want instead. Fashion isn't following closely to the latest trend but your personal creativity. Lots of human kind just simply miss out the most important point of the word "fashion".

I ain't know fashion. Believe it or leave it.

2nd new year resolution, profession as the main direction. Score for the best in the path that i choose. No regret no complain.

To my new year, lover lover. xox :)

Life ain't easy. Decision ain't easy to make as well. Somehow i love putting myself in these kind of complicated junction because i simply like to see the way of me running away from reality. Take a step forward is kinda fun. And like i had said, i have been in an excited condition as soon as everyone is on the new year's starting grid. Randomness is just something extremely common for me. For the confusion, i sincerely apologize.


To my sweet lover, I promise someday i'll be there and hold you with me forever.

There are at some point we can't reach our outstanding goal. At which the point where our fashion ain't know which way to go. Which is also the point where everyone face the most difficult decision. Different people will do different kind of effort to solve the problem. For the best, we all know we can do better. I tweet everyday. And i am amazed because I could say I ain't like sharing. Facebook is far too much for writing personal feeling and thought, people see they talk. Blog, time consuming. And somehow for twitter; is where my love stays. I post when the thought just came into my lil brain cell. :)

For twitter. Thanks for all this while. You make me figure who i am. Stop my craziness which i had for the past few months. Thanks for my friend accompany. I am fine now. Really. Went back to the calm and bad me. Aloha. =)

I shall learn to stay calm and keep my mind clear, even-though the problem isn't my liability.

I felt pensive, ain't because i write off the first pal from my list. But i wipe out my emotion during the way. Although retard appear throughout the process. Yet i replied in rancor which makes me foolish.


Now it makes me laugh about it. At this juncture, its a no-no to fallen stars. Twinkle twinkle* In someway, these dig help make up my mind for the first New Year resolution.
To City; double double.

The truth. =)

Human are complicated. And somehow. We just love each others. No racist is applied. Bisou bisou.


Lets be a cam whore, sometimes we need them.

It seems you ain't know how much i deprecate secrets been posted. Some codes are meant to be kept. Yet, there is someone just ain't know the way to confine. Trust can be found within any dictionary available. There is no such thing happen in the real world. Somehow, looks like the sinners always get the leading point. Therefore, concluded that no one is in the point close to been trustworthy. Although there is always an exceptional.

To Paris; Some key are to be throw into the deep sea.

At first, i thought life is easy and everyone is simple. When i first fall, i thought it was just a dream and i tend to ignore. Until the second fall appeared, is when i noticed that the humanity i faced is a dream indeed and the world we living in is a dream as well in a sense that it itself is basically a nightmare.

To Adore; we are living in a nightmare and we need to stay strong.

I felt compunctious that i lied to you. I know you are sick. I really worried and I don't know how to ask. I lied to you that I have had a bad feeling although i know you are sick from your friend. I sincerely apologize for what i had done. I hate lies the most and i still make this kind of unforgivable mistake.
I felt fearful that if you know I know something without you telling or allowing me to will get you feel annoyed.
To Paris; A mistake, me and you.

Isn't this refer to me? Like like.

De amour Paris.

When all is said and done, New Year is here on the starting grid and we can see everyone is running toward their goal. Jingle bell has finally ceased. I am still feeling lethargic and waiting for the time to catch a wink.

Dissimilar crush in this brand-new year. Love is boundless and infinite.

New year is approaching. A precinct without you. But you are just too far away from me. Not even near central point. Wonder how you gonna celebrate it at your current destination. With lots of flies that disgust you? I hope not. >.< Happy 2011 everyone!!! Its 1111 today! YAY! Wish everyone have a good health, be happy, be merry and smile always. I put this photo because tonight Kuching is raining heavily. Not that i am emotional. And i just done soaping.
To Paris; Show me your new year.