I tried hard!

Saw a pretty girl in casino today.

Dear,
Katherine.

Time is ticking, love is limited. My result should be fine i prayed again and again. Losing another $150 in casino today. Realising without taking a risk, there is no winning. Your future is on your hand, and you are the one creating your own world. If money can change you into a better person, then wasting some money worth a lot. Gambling is not about winning. Is see if you dare to try. You may lose some money but what you gain is confident. If you lose your confident you lose everything. We never cried for losing money, but knowing how much you afford to lose. We don't gamble for life, we gamble to learn. We don't hope for earning money from gamble but for happiness.

Lesson about gamble is to see if you dare. Today i suddenly got a feeling i won't fail my exam if everything went well with my assignment. God is leading my way. :)

Love,
vis

2nd day of chinese new year

I have nothing but still worrying about the papers that I have done during the exam period. Hoping to pass is my only dream for now. I have nothing else to ask. Why is it always have to do with this kind of situation that lead me to God. Pray to Him. Ask Him for comfort and beg Him for what I need. Hoping him to listen while in usual days I don't listen to Him although He called me. I felt selfish in a sense when it comes to God. I always told Him that He knows how much I love Him and He knows what I want but instead I am an ass for which I don't really put any effort to Him that much during my study period. Shame of myself. God, you know I love you. My result come second to you, but you know my result is important to me for now and not in the future. I just wouldn't want it to fail instead of a good result. I don't ask for much. Resit is not a choice for me. I wouldn't like something like that to happen to me again. You know I don't do blind hope but putting effort to it. You see me everyday every minutes and every seconds. Without it I can survive but not without you. God, the love from you are everything but I take it for granted most of the time and I am sorry about that. I sincerely apologize to you. I show it to the world that I repent.

You can see my future and you will lead me to whatever obstacle ahead. You know what is best for me and you know i will do better for you for this following years. Lord, I trust you. After this I shall have no worries.

I love you, Lord.

Sincerely,
vis.

Please be nice and don't fail me. Or else you see me with white flowers.

Hmm. I like this quote. ;)
PS: Worrying.

I Just Don't Wanna Fail. D:

Idiot.

Thanks my friend's mom for the warming gift and dinner. Is a wonderful night that I would not forget. The love and care given and share without keeping any. Everyone is happy about it. :)

Love vis

Study again, again and again. Non-stop, restless.

They save my mood.

Hakuna Matata eveyone! <3

Pbl

Pbl is a good place to study. With friend maybe a bit hard for me. But with them. I am less stress. :)

New year

Have been few days past new year. What had I been doing all this time? Guess what. I am nerdy boy. I had been opening and closing my books only all this summer. And my exam is right around the corner! Right infront of chinese new year! I know what you are thinking. What the hell right? I wonder what the hell as well. Life can be so pitiful sometimes. Nevermind! I got my UK friends with me studying during this hour. Muahahaha. I am evil. At least you don't feel alone okay? Btw. Should get back to work. See you guys next time! Toodle! ;)