I have nothing but still worrying about the papers that I have done during the exam period. Hoping to pass is my only dream for now. I have nothing else to ask. Why is it always have to do with this kind of situation that lead me to God. Pray to Him. Ask Him for comfort and beg Him for what I need. Hoping him to listen while in usual days I don't listen to Him although He called me. I felt selfish in a sense when it comes to God. I always told Him that He knows how much I love Him and He knows what I want but instead I am an ass for which I don't really put any effort to Him that much during my study period. Shame of myself. God, you know I love you. My result come second to you, but you know my result is important to me for now and not in the future. I just wouldn't want it to fail instead of a good result. I don't ask for much. Resit is not a choice for me. I wouldn't like something like that to happen to me again. You know I don't do blind hope but putting effort to it. You see me everyday every minutes and every seconds. Without it I can survive but not without you. God, the love from you are everything but I take it for granted most of the time and I am sorry about that. I sincerely apologize to you. I show it to the world that I repent.
You can see my future and you will lead me to whatever obstacle ahead. You know what is best for me and you know i will do better for you for this following years. Lord, I trust you. After this I shall have no worries.
I love you, Lord.
Sincerely,
vis.
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