When you started to trust and somehow fear of getting hurt in the end appears. Thats why i never wanted to trust anymore. I can torture myself with emotion but not by getting hurt. I am born to myself not for other to play on like a toy of theirs. Friends maybe nice but as we all know there are exceptional. I can't say i am good but surely you will not be better.At the upper east side, we all know trust is pain. I just had enough of it.