I admitted. I love you once. I been with you once. I hold you tight once. I treasure you once. You hurt me more than once. I bear it more than once. This time is the worst i ever get but there is no difference either. I forgive for what you have done because its an unerasable past . I left you is neither because i don't love you anymore nor i hate you for what you have done. I left is because it is just time for me to go. You are the most painful reason i would think to stay. I'm trying to stop thinking of those hurtful memories so that i have no more nightmares. And I do think that i hate girls because of you. More than once because of you. I don't trust people more because of you. Once i also think of cheating other girls after this because of you. I'm not gonna do it yet i am not gonna tell you why. But if i fall for a girl again. I promise i will treat that girl simply the way she deserves it.


The promise.
To Paris; The love, the pain and the forgiveness.